listen on @applemusic: https://apple.co/-SOUR shop SOUR: https://smarturl.it/oliviarodrigoshop #brutalmasks #madeonipad Directed by Petra Collins Follow Olivia Rodrigo: Instagram: https://instagram.com/oliviarodrigo Twitter: https://twitter.com/Olivia_Rodrigo Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/OliviaRodrig… YouTube: https://youtube.com/oliviarodrigomusic TikTok: https://tiktok.com/@livbedumb Store: https://smarturl.it/oliviarodrigoshop Lyrics: I want it to be like messy I’m so insecure I think That I’ll die before I drink And I’m so caught up in the news Of who likes me and who hates you And I’m so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they’d all be so disappointed ‘Cause who am I if not exploited And I’m so sick of 17 Where’s my fuckin’ teenage dream If someone tells me one more time Enjoy your youth I’m gonna cry And I don’t stick up for myself I’m anxious and nothing can help And I wish I’d done this before And I wish people liked me more All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get Unrelentlessly upset They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it’s brutal out here I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I’m perceived I only have two real friends And lately I’m a nervous wreck ‘Cause I love people I don’t like And I hate every song I write And I’m not cool and I’m not smart And I can’t even parallel park All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get Unrelentlessly upset They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it’s brutal out here Got a broken ego, broken heart And god I don’t even know where to start #brutalmasks #madeonipad [ess_grid alias=”Olivia-Rodrigo”][/ess_grid]